Date: ??/??/??.....The holidays befuddle me…-_-
Time: 11:17PM (who writes at this time?!Oh wait…me…)
Music I listening to: My December by Linkin Park…..I’m feeling mellow
Mood: Meh……. why am I here?
Motto/goal for today: Look on the Brightside of life-Monty Python (There’s a brightside?)
Ticked off most at today: Big signs that say ‘WET FLOOR’ I ended up tripping over the sign instead of slipping on the water….
What the fudge is a blog? My theory is that it is a getaway for people with a lot of time on their hands and unresolved issues to vent. Now that I'm actually committing myself to this strange and uncalled for hobby, I have started to realize something about myself that people have known for years....I’m really sad and just a tad off my rocker. Anyway I shall be named henceforth as Vexille Knight for obvious anonymity issues…
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Everyone pretends right?
Date: ??/??/?? Meh...still befuddled
Time: Yh I know im still being retarted its 1AM
Mood:really ticked off and thinking a lot and in immense pain
Music I'm listening to: Cancer by My Chemical Romance.......im goin back to bein emo again
Motto/goal for the day: Friends and Family first then myself-Me
Ticked off most at today: My ceiling.....there's cracks in it and when I peered into the crack some freaken RACOON came out and scratched my EYE!...-_+
Ever pretend? Of course u have everyone has done it at one point or another...But I have a saying that I truly believe is right and that I made up so here it is: ‘Everyone pretends some are just better at it than others’. How is it? You can believe it or not but I believe it’s true at least with the people I’ve met. People pretend to be someone else at times….I even do it.
Those friends in 5th grade pretend when say they’ll always be there wherever u go or they go and then the endless chain of time grabs us in its cold grasp and we grow older, we change, get in high school, be betrayed by them or they change schools until we are separated gradually losing touch until we barely know each other anymore…A promise easily made with a pretend smile ^_ ^ than easily broken with pretend grief T_T. I know I’m being a little harsh here but only because it’s happened to me a few times and that I find it hurts to watch old friends fade from your lives……
When and where can we find our true friends? Are they with us now? Are they our friends now? How do we distinguish the true friends from the backstabbers, the shadows, the followers and the faders? Why is it never easy? Why do we never get what we truly want? Why do I sit here typing all this deep stuff when all my friends know is the crazy and funny side of me? Why are you even reading this blog? Life is full of questions and all are rarely answered….
Are u still reading this blog or have u moved on? If you haven’t then I thank you and if you have than that’s ok…I think I’ll end it now since I’m totally fresh out of ideas …Wait up I might use and idea I got from a book to end it…I’m going to write a list of stuff……so here it is THE LIST!1. I used to be emo
2 I hate girly crap including jewelry save for leather and dog tags
3. My Parents ended THE talk with “We did this to have you it’s completely natural now be a good Muslim girl” Leaving me scarred for life with unnatural mental images
4. I LUV POCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. Not really I’m not that crazy about chocolate I prefer apples and carrots and milk (MOO)6. I’m not a terrorist….what a surprise!
Time: Yh I know im still being retarted its 1AM
Mood:really ticked off and thinking a lot and in immense pain
Music I'm listening to: Cancer by My Chemical Romance.......im goin back to bein emo again
Motto/goal for the day: Friends and Family first then myself-Me
Ticked off most at today: My ceiling.....there's cracks in it and when I peered into the crack some freaken RACOON came out and scratched my EYE!...-_+
Ever pretend? Of course u have everyone has done it at one point or another...But I have a saying that I truly believe is right and that I made up so here it is: ‘Everyone pretends some are just better at it than others’. How is it? You can believe it or not but I believe it’s true at least with the people I’ve met. People pretend to be someone else at times….I even do it.
Those friends in 5th grade pretend when say they’ll always be there wherever u go or they go and then the endless chain of time grabs us in its cold grasp and we grow older, we change, get in high school, be betrayed by them or they change schools until we are separated gradually losing touch until we barely know each other anymore…A promise easily made with a pretend smile ^_ ^ than easily broken with pretend grief T_T. I know I’m being a little harsh here but only because it’s happened to me a few times and that I find it hurts to watch old friends fade from your lives……
When and where can we find our true friends? Are they with us now? Are they our friends now? How do we distinguish the true friends from the backstabbers, the shadows, the followers and the faders? Why is it never easy? Why do we never get what we truly want? Why do I sit here typing all this deep stuff when all my friends know is the crazy and funny side of me? Why are you even reading this blog? Life is full of questions and all are rarely answered….
Are u still reading this blog or have u moved on? If you haven’t then I thank you and if you have than that’s ok…I think I’ll end it now since I’m totally fresh out of ideas …Wait up I might use and idea I got from a book to end it…I’m going to write a list of stuff……so here it is THE LIST!1. I used to be emo
2 I hate girly crap including jewelry save for leather and dog tags
3. My Parents ended THE talk with “We did this to have you it’s completely natural now be a good Muslim girl” Leaving me scarred for life with unnatural mental images
4. I LUV POCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. Not really I’m not that crazy about chocolate I prefer apples and carrots and milk (MOO)6. I’m not a terrorist….what a surprise!
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